Rising above the demons,
We broke free.
Free from the past and into a world of opportunities.
Our minds drifted like the wind and flew to the sky, filling with hope and wonder.
So this is what it's like.
When the past haunts you, you must move on and never look back. Do not let curiosity get to you because there is nothing left for you there. If you let that little thought get to your head and you do look back, you will also be taking a step backwards and momentarily relive the pain you worked so hard to heal.
If college is for bettering yourself, why is it made so difficult to do so? We spend tons of money on books and supplies and bury ourselves into debt while many of us are trying to balance a job as well. We already have the pressure of trying to get good grades and manage all the stresses of balancing money, social life, family issues, work, and schoolwork it is all becomes so overbearing. And if you decide you want to change your major, then money and time become just another added stress. I look forward to the day that all my hard work will be payed off and I can be proud of all it took to get there.
I really appreciate the feedback I have been getting on my posts lately, it has been very productive so far. I know that I am new to this still, but eventually I would like to start getting more personal in my posts and, telling a little more about myself and my experiences. If any of you have any questions or comments or any feedback on anything that you'd like to share with me, I highly urge you to do so and I will respond to you all. Thanks for viewing me:)
First off I would like to start by saying I have forever and will always remain to be a person that doesn't judge.
Marijuana is such a tough and risky subject but I am an advocate for it. Now don't get me wrong that doesn't mean Im saying everyone in the world should go out and smoke it, but I am saying that I encourage those who are against it to stop judging us that aren't.
Marijuana is not as bad as alcohol or cigarettes, and it helps cure pain, anorexia, depression(for some), among other things. It is not addicting but it can be something that leads to a regular use. The feelings I experience from smoking is laughter, peace, and it honestly sparks my adventurous side and makes me want to go hiking or other things like that. Don't get me wrong I get the munchies and i get sleepy too, but it really depends on the way you let it affect you. Personally if I smoke while thinking of fun things i could do, it makes me want to be active after. If its late at night and I'm smoking most of the time it leads to me and my bed. And yes you have those lazy stoners, but that just gives a bad image to the whole weed smoking population. It like judging any group of people by the actions of some and not all. It is possible to smoke and still be responsible. Still get good grades in school, still go to work everyday and on time, still have ambitions and goals.
I do agree with opposing smoking and driving because it does affect your ability to drive, but really why can't it be treated as something good and not so negative. I can also understand the big debate saying that marijuana is a "gateway drug", but how is that so different from people saying an occasional glass of wine is the gateway to being an alcoholic? Everything in life comes back to responsibility, it's how you handle it.
I don't judge people who smoke it, nor do i judge those that don't. No one is any more or less of a person for the actions they do if it is not hurting anyone. What do you guys think?
I am so content with life right now. Even though I have a million things going on at once I'm not overwhelmed but instead overjoyed.
It is my first week of college and I have a random roommate that I have never met before now. Yet Im not nervous everything has been going almost too perfect.
My roommate and I get along like best friends, we share all the same common interests. All of my professors are very likable and for once I am not worried about any of my classes.
Ive been spending my time being outside, spending time by the lake and doing anything I can to stay busy. But I don't feel as though Im forcing myself to keep busy, it's just coming naturally.
I have morning classes everyday yet Im able to wake up easily and stay energized all day and fall asleep peacefully.
Id like to talk about my first tattoo.
Its placed on the curve of my left shoulder simply saying:
So for some reason no one has ever understood this except for me, but that's never bothered me after all it is my tattoo. But Ive always interpreted it as the situtation when people are looking down on their life feeling miserable and depressed and pleading for an answer on how to become happy; all they need to do is be happy and it as simple as that.
Now I won't lie, there have been moments when I didn't even believe it myself, but it stays imprinted in my body and I love that. Because at this point I realize how true it is. And Im sure I will go through multiple moments in life when I doubt it again, but when I reach my moments like this it completely erases all my times of doubt.
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Life is all about balance. Balancing time, people, interest, hobbies, family, work, stresses, love, etc.
Feeling overwhelmed comes so naturally but for once I am not worrying, and i don't know why.
Perhaps it is because I am unbalanced right now. Love is on the rise and the things I should really be focusing on seem to be getting pushed to the side. This sounds negative, but I'm so happy that some things don't seem so necessary. Yes I have my rough moments where I am human and just sulk in the stresses, but right now life seems to be in a state of sweet serenity. Oblivious to the world and blinded by love.