She seems so inspirational to me, you never know what kind of phase you'll get. You never know what color, each night is a mystery. It makes you think of those who live to wake up to the sun. But also who waits all day just to look at the moon. It glows over all of us, who is all watching? The moon she fades in light but shines when not many are looking. Sometimes she seems shy and distant; other times she draws towards us. Somewhere out there, we were looking at the same time wondering who was thinking of us.
And it started to become really sad. She was a dreamer, she hoped in things and she strongly believed. But mostly she believed in love. She even believed in those who let her down, and through it all she kept believing; although everything around her showed her why she shouldn't.
First let me start off by saying that love is deadly. It is crazy to one day hit this certain time in your life where you look at your boyfriend/girlfriend and realize I'm not just interested in you, I am completely infatuated with you.
It is impossible to say you have never loved. Somewhere out in the world whether its a friend or a family member you love them. And if they left you, you would hurt. But the big one I want to discuss is being in love with someone because thats where its serious. If you haven't been one of those people yet feel lucky because with love comes pain.
If you have loved someone and been hurt from it, there is a guarenteed sadness that comes from it, you shed some tears but I promise you move on. When you have hit the "I am in love with you", this is where you realize "What would I do without this person, because i am so utterly one with them that I literally can not imagine life without them."
Let me tell you, I am a guilty member of those trying to recover from an "i was/still/and will always be in love with you" heartbreak.
We need more people in this world that will put their phone down and have a conversation. More people that would rather do something than nothing. Don't get me wrong I am queen of doing nothing and still having a good time, but in my heart I just always want to adventure. I want to travel the world, and learn a new language. I want to get lost with good people, meet new people, and see and try things that I never have. I encourage everyone to make it a weekly goal to try something new! Force yourself to adventure and see where it takes you! Everyone feel free to share your adventures here, the more spontaneous the better:) As i wrap this up I am about to embark on a random hiking trip somewhere I've never been! Peace, love, adventure.
No bigger frustration comes than the feeling of being stuck. I want to meet new people, I want to see new things, and can I do any of these things? No. Im just a broke college student waiting for the semester to start up again so that i can go back to a school that I don't really care for. All my friends are always working, no one ever has enough money to do fun things or go somewhere new, and its starting to really become depressing. Do summers really get less fun the older you get? Sigh. If anyone else is in the same dilemma, how do we help each other?
When I must constantly give a friend the same advice over and over, it seriously becomes a frustration. I give advice because I care. I would never recommend someone to do something I would feel could potentially be harmful to themselves. Do they keep asking because they just want to talk about their problems? Why is it that people make the same mistake constantly, but do nothing to avoid the same predictable outcome? It is hard to watch someone unable to take the moves required to experience some change in either fixing or changing their situation. I feel as though we are constantly looking and asking for answers that we already know. Maybe someday we'll learn...
These were the things you read in books and watched in movies, it didn't really happen to ones that you know.
But it did.
As my hands tremble Im forced to wonder if its real. The answer to which no one can really truly know.
How do you protect a child? To not know what to do when its someone you love's life.
This can't be real.
You have saved me.
You took my sadness and replaced it with an appreciation of life and new love.
You have made me happy again and taught me that it is possible to be happy and move on.
That there are in fact people out there like you who are beautifully perfect and respectful, that exist.
Instead of struggling to sleep because of tears, I now delay sleep with a smile, just thinking of how you make me feel.