The reason I'm beginning to blog is simple.
Stress, a common burden on most people, so I figured this could be a good way to cope. I'm hoping that this could possibly be my way out, my way to forget about life for a while and just write. Write about everything and anything that I want to and just let it all out! It's time for a change, so why not start now? I will be managing my life in a new way, turning it around for the better. Picking up my grades, and becoming a better person.
Im finally admitting to myself that in this past year I have lost a lot. Although I have gained and experienced much more than ever before, I realize that I am growing up, and need to start handling things on my own. Start being less careless with my money, and do better in school, and stop lying to everyone. It has gotten to the point where I believe my own lies sometimes, and I even lie about things that are unnecessary to lie about. It's an addiction that needs to be broken before it gets worse. Addictions, to lying, to cigarettes, to cutting class, they all need to stop, and now is the time to begin my life on the right track.
Blogging will become a part of me. It will help me be the person I want to become...
Otherside - Macklemore
Dreams are like an escape from reality. If you can control what you would dream about every time you fall asleep, you would probably like to sleep more often. If you think about it, dreams are just like watching a movie, a movie that relates to your life in some way. That what makes them interesting!
If you could control your mind enough to play the movie that you want to watch, wouldn't you like to sleep all the time? Living in your own dream world? Its crazy to think about.
Try it, controlling your own dream, falling asleep to the exact moment when you woke up last and enter into your dream world you have created for yourself. Imagine all your friends the way they usually act in a dream and just have fun.
Sleep is an important thing, and if you have trouble sleeping like I do, just remember that you have something to look forward to.
I realized my life is not turning out the way I would have expected or wanted it to.
While at work this morning, I was sitting in my car, on break, and I almost had an anxiety attack! I felt it coming on so I threw my cigarette, took a few breaths, and calmed myself down.
What caused this sensation?
STRESS. I can't stress it enough!
Money… would definitely be a medicine to my stress, but wouldn't fully cure it. My life is falling apart and while in my car I became overwhelmed by thinking of everything at once.