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Be happy<3

Well, as for that boyfriend I wrote about a week ago. We're over, and he is with the other girl. As much as it hurts me, I'm going to try to be the happiest I can be. Now that I know that he can't hurt me anymore, it should take the stress and worries off my back. Thank you so much to Beezy and Kaity McNamara for replying with some great help! If ever I am in a relationship like that again, I will now know what to do, but for now.....No more boys!

Good Idea, or Bad habits?

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Here's the story. Freshman year, I was in to all those "bad boys." He, was a good boy though and we became great friends but never ever dated. He was a grade above me and my dad loved him. I dated a really bad kid who was on his wrestling team. He told me how he didn't like me dating him, but told me that he would never tell me I couldn't do something and I respected that. We went to Florida for spring break with our families and I realized I had feelings for him. He liked me so much, he even put a plastic bag over his phone so he could text me while he was in the shower.

Sophomore year: One of his best friends died. He got really messed up. He started drinking all the time, and even got caught up in drugs. I wanted to be there for him, but he pushed me away. Eventually I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't sit there and watch him self destruct. It was too hard. And he wouldn't talk to me anyway. So we stopped talking.

Junior year: I had no idea who he was...

Senior year: Yesterday, I sent him a snap chat, which is the first form of contact I've had with him in almost two years...

This morning: He responded. Excitedly. and we started talking again like we used to. I never realized how much I have missed him. But I have missed him, so much more than anyone will ever realize. But, I'm afraid. I mean, I've changed so much since we were friends. I am such a typical "goody-goody" now and I just, I don't know how to explain it to him or if I even have to. And maybe, (hopefully) he's changed too. Changed back into the guy I once knew. I hope he has, because I don't know if I will be able to lose him to the alcohol lifestyle again. It was rough.

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