The Mad Ink3r

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An Empty Situationship!

You make me question myself as a person, and I realize that isn't healthy. Giving you my all even when I had nothing but still you treat me like nothing. Too many times you've talked to me any kind of way, as if I don't try to take action and make a way. Out of a job for almost seven months now and I'm desperate to make a living. All you do is put in my face the fact that you work and have a job, but I don't. If I could call this one thing I'd say it's an empty situationship. I almost caught myself on the verge of tears, it's hurts me that you don't care but yet without me you can't do much and vice versa! I hate ignorance and the person who's loud about it. I'm young and pregnant just keeping hope that I can still follow a dream as I was before without all the mishaps and errors. I remember you saying out of anger, "Getting you pregnant was the most stupid thing I've ever done! You're not a woman." I mean we all get mad and say things we "don't mean" but know that it's all the truth because that's the issue on your heart. I think it's time to cut strings and let a lot of things go, because I can't do this anymore. Will I even make a good mother? I ask this, because you make me feel like I have nothing worth giving. I'm not where I used to be and I admit I fell off, but why even date me or claim you want a life/partnership with me when it's clear that it's not what you want anymore. As you said, "Nothing is the same anymore." I agree, I rushed a situation and ended up paying for something that I know I'm going to be raising alone. I still feel empty with you and your heartfelt hidden remarks.....

The Hard Period

On Tynan

When I first started this schedule, the whole day was a hard period. I was a zombie.

As I moved on, the days started getting ok and the nights were hard.

Soon I felt tired from 11pm-5am, but was ok after that.

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