This is a memoir I'm working on about my own life. It's about a girl who went through hell to find her way back to God. From starting out with having all that she needed to losing everything and learning the importance of humility and selflessness. TREASURE BOX SECRETS: A MEMOIR is for those who understand that even the most baring challenges are caused by God for a reason. Maybe it's not always about following dreams or desiring to be a passionate writer, just the simplicity of being given a life that's more precious than oneself. Everyone has a TREASURE BOX of SECRETS with many memories, issues, favors, and hurt locked away. There has to come a point in life when you strip yourself naked from the things that covers you, in bondage. It takes a lot of WORK to be molded into the person you're called to be! Does the Molding process hurt? ..... Read below and find out!
It seems that when it comes time to letting the cat out of the bag, it's a little harder to expose than to hide. I wasn't sure how I was going to do this memoir, because I started out with so many different ideas. Maybe in the future I'll have two memoirs, but right now I need to focus on what's bothering me the most. I do feel like I've been in the 'shop' and God is just molding me. With Him being the potter and me, the clay it does hurt. I'm not broken but just a little bent and maybe God isn't trying to hurt me, but help me! There's just so much to learn in life, and I have to take it one day at a time. I wasn't always the girl who lost everything and was baffled. I grew up with a silver spoon in my mouth, and I never appreciated or realized the real gift of humility and selflessness. Things happen and you get stripped away of the things you hide, so that everything can be exposed for a better result outcomes. THERE IS A GOD OUT THERE...
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On Looking at her hurts a bit
Since I have no reason what I'm actually gonna type here I decided to just go with this title. It sucks, I know.
Well okay I guess I'm just going to tell a little bit about myself.
- My name is Emma but you can call me Em or whatever you like. Be creative. I dare you.- I'm 19 years old- I'm studying International Media and Entertainment management but after this I want to do my masters in something related to screenwriting.- No I don't actually know what I'm going to do with my life- I'm more of a live in the moment kind of girl. I'll see what life brings to me. (doesn't mean I don't dream about my future though)- English is not my first language (apologies in advance for any annoying mistakes I'm probably going to make)- I love to write. - I'm slightly addicted to television shows and partying.- I'm currently in love with a girl and I have no idea what to do about that.
I get that you want to know more about me and this girl. Well.. let's just say I found out that I was bi last year when I suddenly had a crush on a friend of mine. Okay this totally sucked just so you know. I guess it's always been there I just never realized. Eventually we all got drunk and I told her and urgh it was pretty fucked up but we stayed friends. I think we're pretty good now, as far as possible of course.
Time went by, I kissed some guys (made some mistakes blabla you know it), and well... nothing really happened. I haven't told anyone beside a friend of mine who lives in England and well obviously that girl I had a crush on. My parents sort of know but the last time I tried to bring it up to my mom she got really mad and said it was just a phase. I don't want to make you think that she's a homophobic or something because she's not. She just doesn't really realize that I might be serious about this.