So this is my first post here. And I don't really know what to say. I'm... Well, here's the deal. I'm starting this blog only because I can't speak in real life. Well, I do can, but most of the time I get really really shy, and don't say anything at all. It freaking kills me. So I thought this could be a way I can express my ideas, and maybe then I'll be able to say them with my own voice. So yeah, you can't know my name, but can call me Mira Cole.
I want to post everyday, things about my life that can be interesting sometimes. Also about music, I LOVE MUSIC! And movies too, videogames, youtube, stupid things, I don't know, stuff. If you don't wanna read it, then don't. I don't have any problem with that, but like I said, I wanna express myself. So I'm asking you to respect me.
Yesterday I started studying english at an academy, and I was really really nervous, but everything went well. Today I have class too, and now I'm anxious. I have to exercise too, but not right now. Now I'm just chillin!
So that's everything for now. If someone's reading this, I just want to say that I wish a good day, and that your happiness depends on you :)
What I'm listening right now: Best Days - Eric Hutchinson
On Shut Up and Take My Hand
A while back, a girl I barely knew told me something interesting 'you seem really interesting, like you've got a lot of secrets' ._. Errrr...ok?
To be honest I don't know if I'd agree. Well yeah there's a LOT said person didn't know about me, but of course, I barely knew/know her. And I'm not just not including her name for privacy reasons I just...don't remember her name ._.
Hmm well lets see, there are I'd say, about two people who know 'everything' about me. In quotation marks cuz there's still I'd presume, things that these two people don't know about me, not things I intentionally hide or avoid but just things that they don't know yet. These two people are my best friend, Bunny~! And my boyfriend (do I just call you Dobbsy on here ._.?)
And these people know a lot about me since I communicate with them frequently, on various different 'levels'. We talk about stupid, trivial matters, topical things and wider philosophical ideas as well as sometimes about ourselves, flaws and good points. I think it's because I communicate with them so frequently that these people know so much about me. Obviously its cuz I'm comfortable with them and I trust them that I feel so free when it comes to talking about more sensitive topics or showing them my weaknesses.
That said, its not like I hide anything in particular about myself. Well...lets see. I act around people a lot but I still wouldn't say I hide anything about me. I just act more happy, more sociable than I would be if I were with people who I were comfortable around. Though, if I were around people that made me feel comfortable, I wouldn't have to ACT happy.