They will never be what you need.
You can try again and again, but it will never be the same. The memory of how you once looked at them is gone..
The ideals we put into our heads of what we want to see, what we think we see, and what is really there is often so deceiving.
They make you question your perceptions of the closest you love around you.
But the real truth about everything is,
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I'm sorry, I really am but I am a firm non-believer in online relationships. I mean, obviously there are exceptions but seriously. You have never even met the guy and you're trying to tell me you LOVE him? You've been "dating" for like a month! You don't even know what love is. You don't trust him because you have to check every freaking social media network to see what he's doing ALL THE FREAKING TIME. This isn't a real relationship, even if you do skype, or do plan to go and meet him someday. You can't love someone you don't know. and you really don't know him. I mean, do you know if his mouth hangs open when he falls asleep? Or if he always starts with his left foot when putting his shoes on? Have you seen the place he runs to when he needs an escape because life has become too hard? Have you felt his heart beating with the same rhythmic movement of your own? Have you felt the protection that his strength promises you? If you can answer yes to these questions than fine, I'll admit maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I'm being to cynical. But honestly, I don't think you can. And its really sad that you're making all of your life decisions based on a pretend relationship. A fantasy. That's all it is.